39 weeks....

Well here I am going into my 40 week of pregnancy! Josiah is Due June 20th, but whether or not he will actually come by though, nobody knows. I am very thankful that I am not having any back pain, but I am having pains in my swollen feet and cramping in my calves! The other day we were at the mall, and all of a sudden I got a charlie horse. I started punching my thigh as hard as I could and Miguel looked at me like I was going crazy. LOL But how else do you get those out? Anyhow, I am ready for Josiah to come out. I have enjoyed my pregnancy and still am, but I really don't want him to get much bigger.I think that is my main concern. I don't want to try and deliver a 10 lb. baby. The bigger the baby the higher chance of complications. I have a appointment thursday, so we'll see what happens. I really wish my sister Sherry could be here. I had planned from the begining for her to be here, but with not knowing when I would actually go into labor and her driving, I decided I would rather have her come when she could stay for like a week or two. I really am not sure who will be in the delivery room with me. I know Miguel and Abby will be there! My concern is the support I will or won't have during labor. Miguel doesn't really know what to do, and that is why I was hoping Sherry could be there. I guess we'll just have to wait and see how things play out. Wait Wait Wait..... ugh...