Sunday, October 2, 2011

31 Day of Love Challenge : day 2: October 2nd


Today's Challenge:

Memorize Psalm 19:14 and 139:23-24, then find one thing in this article that you are not doing and do it this week to honor Christ, your First Love, so you can joyfully serve your Second.

Psalm 19:14

New King James Version (NKJV)

 14 Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
         Be acceptable in Your sight,
         O LORD, my strength and my Redeemer.


Psalm 139:23-24

New King James Version (NKJV)

 23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
         Try me, and know my anxieties;
 24 And see if there is any wicked way in me,
         And lead me in the way everlasting.



I have to admit that when I read the blog posted for the 31 day challenge it rubbed me the wrong way. I have learned these things all through college.  It is a mind set that makes me say "I am not his servant. I work hard all day too. Why should I have to prep myself and prep the kids and prep the house just for him?" But that's not the right mind set either right? So I am left with this: I know what is important to my husband. He loves to be greeted at the door. I know that he likes coming home to a clean house, he is very understanding and knows that this doesn't always happen because of our 3 kids and I appreciate that about him. I always try to have lunch ready when he comes home from work on his lunch break. This is a sweet time for us in the middle of his work day. I know it means a lot to him when we get to sit down to enjoy a meal together and get to talk. I try to do these things, but I know that there is more that I could do to show him how much I appreciate and love him. I really need to look for the small things. The truth is, I want to make him happy. I want to show him my love for him through my actions. Sometimes I become selfish and just say "oh well" and I want to just do things for myself. This isn't love. So because I love my husband I need to focus on him, on his needs. I need to think about what I can do through out the day to show him how much I appreciate him.

1 comment:

Sherry said...

I know what you mean. That's how I felt too. Fortunately, I have a husband that does not ever demand or even "expect" me to do those things, so it makes it more enjoyable to do them for him. If I can do it with a self-less spirit, I am also teaching my kids to be that way too.